fuck. without words.. 












 :)
 

"I love the way you've cut your characters out and put them in random places. If i saw one of those, my day would be made. I'm inspired to do something similar now. "
idem :) . 

starfield
great place in my heart for them ..
miss summer 2009

You think the only people who are people, are the people who look and think like you. But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you’ll learn things you never knew you never knew.

Learn to let go of the past & recognize that everyday will be sunny.

why? why you want to walk into someone’s life? make them care, and then check out.

 I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed

i just hope ..i have the strenght

Juliar': sometimes you are... such ... a loser !

Don’t waste your heart.

 you will never have a friendship  because your listen the intellect : “It’s gonna go wrong.” Or “She/he is going to hurt me.” Or, “I’ve had a couple of bad love affairs, so therefore …” Well, that’s nonsense. You’re going to miss life.

when i'm broken .. - hello new me!

PS: 

Look at someone and realize ..that they are one of the best things that ever happened in your life

 - I feel like I'm always the one fighting for people. Why can't someone fight for me for a change? Where is that person who will?? 

-What you said resonate a lot with how I feel at times, so I just want to let you know that you’re not alone in feeling what you’re feeling right now. Sometimes I think that people fight for us in their own special ways which may not be that explicit so take a look around, you may realize that someone is actually fighting for you. Otherwise, keep hoping, I’m sure that person will turn up :)

:') .

:)..

- what can i do to make you happy? 
- i like hugs.

I don’t like talking on the phone. If I talk to you on the phone, you probably mean a lot to me.

Nick Vujicic is a young man who was born without any arms or legs. He is now a minister sharing his story and inspiring people of all faiths with his message of hope and love.

“If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?”

I hope you feel things you have never felt before

. I hope you meet people with a different point of view.

I hope you live a life you’re proud of.

If you find that you are not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

i can't .. forget.. you're words.. 

- so we were together for so long time ..i was so happy because i really ♥ him 

but then something happends and now he is gone .. but i don't want to let go .. i thought i can care him with my love because he is so cold .. but is ....so hard ? yeah ..

so i take this decision : i want to let go..   because i can't keep him with my love.. if he doesn't love me .

now my heart is broken ..but if his decision is to find another girl with a big smile and gorgeous eyes i will let him ..but maybe it's my fault ..

then one day i heard from her 

-romeo! we are back together  ^^

i am happy for her :3 but sometimes i remeber when she said : i love him  .. he is cold with me .. and i try and try to keep him ..but i can't and now i have to let go ..

People take things in so many different ways, and that is why it’s so hard. But if what you’re trying to say is meant to be said, it will find a way to be understood.

But as bad as it was, I learnt something about myself.  it was all I could have handled at the time. And I learnt from it.

great cover.

some people are hot as hell

but really, their personalities can turn me off so much. it can make them look like the ugliest person to me even when everyone else think theyre beautiful.

 

i think about this a lot about a few people i know
if i have never met them i would be completely fucking different today
 they made me who i am today
and i love who i am today
thnx
ps : love you

don’t you think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it?

Everyone thinking that they are different, makes everyone the same.

Love with your heart, not your eyes.

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.

Do not compare yourself with anyone in this world. If you do, you are insulting yourself.

3 oct and 7 oct 

hope you're dreams come true

take care of ..
people around you ..

i heard" There was someone that would have done anything for you. She may not have been the prettiest or smartest out there, but I can guarantee you, she would have given you the world."

Sad thing is, you can still love someone and be wrong for them.

4:31-best

it's so hard to fight alone with my problems ..

-gotta love your frieds:)

Do u want to hear THE STORY OF US my DEAR JOHN? We were once a LOVE STORY but then I turned FIFTEEN & u went and made me cry so I had TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR. U were so MEAN to CHANGE ur mind about me & make me feel INVISIBLE. Why can't u see that I'M ONLY ME WHEN I'M WITH YOU? I listen to OUR SONG all the time and remember how u used to be my SUPERMAN. I remember our LAST KISS & how INNOCENT we were back then. I will love u FOREVER AND ALWAYS even though u broke my PERFECTLY GOOD HEART. Taylor swift.

cool song right? i heart this song like..2 years ago or 1 year ago ..
and this song reminds me some old friends that i miss ..

For now, dreams > reality

I simply miss who you used to be. You’re so unfamiliar to me now. We may as well be strangers.

Once in a lifetime, you meet a person who takes your breath away. Not because you want them to, but because they’re meant to.

Have you ever wanted to ask someone something, but you were too afraid of the answer?

Forever is a long long time and time has a way of changing things.

Who I am is not influenced by other people,

but rather by me.

when you say" i love you " you make a promise to someone else's heart . 

so take care or..you gonna lose it

I find pieces of myself everywhere,

and I cut myself handling them.

I am good at walking away. 

Rejection teaches you how to reject.

I think the best gift you can give someone is the reason to wake up in the morning.

?

did you forget everything i'll always remember?

!

I wanted the whole world or nothing.

—	Charles Bukowski

^

Don't ’ find love; let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall. You just fall.

?

Who are you if you lose someone who means the world to you? Can you lose that person without losing yourself?

.

hey all you bloggers ..i have to say something..
i think..everyday you can learn something from someone .. isn't strange when you broke something and everything is gone ? it's likethe egg ..when you drop it..
enjoy every little thing before it's too late and before you gonna start missing everything
take care <3

truth

if you are looking constantly  for people to replace him/her.. Someone to talk to everyday, someone to trust, someone to believe in, someone to love, someone who you can be yourself with.. you have to stop though. just realize that some people just can’t be replaced.

i guess..

It hurts to say goodbye when you know that life won’t be the same. But it’s better to give up than to fight, when you know that you’re the only one fighting.

when?

have you just, not been able to get someone out of your head? I mean you know it’s over, but I walk around with this pit in my stomach and everyone tells me I’ll get over it. All I’m asking is when.

\;d/

:)

be so happy that when others look at you.. they become happy too

(y)

the less you care 
the happier you will be

"

when we read and write, we become superheroes,sports stars,mermainds,angels,grow-ups, and crazy creatures

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have you ever noticed the saddest person always has the most beautiful smile?

\;d/

new blog

Well..hello =)...I have a new blog where put some songs ..if you want to listen go to www.yeahsmoothbeats.blogspot.com

:)

When I ask if you’re okay it’s not because I’m looking for gossip. It’s because I care.

xD

I’m strong enough to walk away, but broken enough to look back.

aham.

Once you finally find happiness in this world, there’s ALWAYS gonna be that someone who will try to take away from you. So cherish those happy moments.

another try

It’s amazing how when you’re about to give up, hope finds way to whisper for another try.

so true

You can love someone for a day, a week, a month, or even a year. But it still takes your whole lifetime to forget them.

learn

Sometimes you need to cry it all out, break down, and just tear apart. Learn how to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. The only way to be happy is to give into sadness first. Because without sadness, there’s no happiness; you would never learn how to smile.

=)

I like to smile, it’s my favorite. You make me smile, so that makes you my favorite too.

2 choices

Once you lose yourself, you have two choices. Find the person you used to be, or lose that person completely and create a new one.

ow..

Emma: I’m going to voice what I think everyone in the crowd is already thinking which is that Dan, you didn’t get lucky. You were, and are, the perfect Harry. And will be forever.
Dan: Thank-you. 

If I Ruled The World

up up up \;d/

we could love\;d/

every teardrop..

for the first time

:3

I love your eyes, but I love my eyes more. Because without mine, I can’t see yours.

How..

It’s amazing how one person can trigger a million thoughts in your head.

Hope so

And my heart races faster and faster every time I speak to you. Omfg, I hope I don’t get a heart attack.

Note

Note to self: before you fall for someone, make sure they’re ready to catch you.

Steal

Money can’t buy LOVE, that’s why people steal HeARTS

:d

I didn’t even like that song until I heard you sing it.
-cute:)

Artwork

She’s an illustrator, a painter in fact. You see that smile on her face? Well that’s her most famous artwork.

on my mind

broken ..a little..

so...I"m a little broken..with the internet..few days ago was in my room and ..I was with my laptop on the bed and ..the laptop meets the ground :d so..I will stay without internet 6 months guess..I don"t know ..
So ..take care :).
I will still post here..but think for a while will put just songs..
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With love

isn't strange ? but love that moment !♥

isn't strange when ..you are in a place.. in a new place and you are alone and. .something strange is happening like..people are looking at you and you are in the middle and suddenly somebody come to you and say "hello " and you are starting to hang out .

so .. later that person will come with another person and you are meeting someone new and suddenly you find out that the last person you meet is the best person in the world.♥

______________________

thnx Deni and Alexia for being there all the time 

___

with love

=)))))))))))))))

When you see something you like at the store.

you approach your mom like:

and she looks at you like:

and you show it to her with a smile:

aj rafael

i like the piano in the end ;?

truth

No matter how much you tell yourself you’re over someone, your heart knows the truth.

always

Close together or far apart, you will always be in my heart.

^^

True friendship isn’t being inseparable, it’s being separated and nothing changes.

understand..

I’m only human. I’m allowed to make mistakes and so are you, please understand that.

impossible.

Finding a friendship like ours is like nailing jello to a tree: impossible.

fight

-Sometimes friends turn into strangers… don’t let that happen if you really love that person.

:).neeea, i will fight .

like a boomerang

My feelings for you is like a boomerang. Whenever I try to get rid of it by throwing it all away, it constantly finds away to come back.

you know. . ?

You know what’s really scary? Being lost.

b-)

Risk everything, nobody gets out alive anyway.

...

Sometimes the things you can’t change end up changing you.

i swear.

I swear this isn’t some misplaced affection; my feelings for you are real.

why ?.

You walked away from someone who never left your side.

true

In real life, people judge you from your actions without knowing the reason behind it.

the biggest smile

Just by replaying all the conversations we had today, gives me the biggest smile on my face.

seems like..

Seems like the only one who doesn’t see your beauty is the face in the mirror looking back at you.

can't see..

Not all scars shows. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can’t always see the pain someone feels.

feel it

No matter how many quotes and song lyrics you post up, or however much you write your heart out, sometimes words just can’t describe how you feel. You just have to feel it for yourself and that’s all there is to it.

:)

it sucks

It sucks when the house you live in does not feel like a “home.”

books

Books are for people who wish they were somewhere else.

together

Together = to-get-her

treasure

Remember that wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure.

we should

I think we should never forget the mistakes that we make because they are all lessons we’ve learnt. The key is to find a balance between allowing them to teach you, and allowing them to take over your life.

you begin to wonder..

When you finally realize you didn’t matter to the person who care most about, you begin to wonder if you matter to anyone at all.

then you know.

Silent fighting is the worst. At least when there’s screaming and yelling you know what the other person is feeling.

in what they are

Sometimes people are beautiful. Not in looks, not in what they say. Just in what they are.

new breathe electric\;d/

beautiful

i will

It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart.

but i will try 

everybody

Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by his ability to climb a tree, it will spend his whole life believing that it is stupid.

is to love

The more perfect a thing is, the harder it is to love.

only love can do that

Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.

beside you

tyler.

you\

There are moments in my life I will always remember. Not because they were important, but because you were there.

cool songs.

i don't find this song..but search it : jesse barrera -that's you

“Don’t you know she is my favorite girl
I want to run away for days with her
And if you promise not to say a thing
I’m gonna buy that girl a diamond ring”

and it feels like we belong together.. 

will come a part 2

:).

look .

Brogan Burnside - Wasting Your Time - Remix by Tae Brooks
talented kid. look it on youtube :)

new josh golden b-)

story without "the end"

i heard once this story :

the boy : " it was in a summer day when everything was fine ..you know birds were singing ..sky was blue bla bla..

and i was like a ..popular guy ..i was like a king ..boss everything you know..macho man  and when i had a girl i just want to break her heart ..it felt good. so .. 

in a one day i go out with my girlfriend and in that day i tell her " i love you " yeah..but my feelings wasn't strong..

so in the night i go at home and searching for another girl to break her heart. so i was like hipnotize how many girls i find on the internet i was like " omg!" .. so i meet a guy and he is a skater ..yeah i am a skater too ..and i want to buy from him a deck for skate..and few monts later i see on his status " new pictures with me from skatepark  " so i click there to see the pictures. then i saw he have a girl on his page and she was really pretty .. so i was searching for girls to break some hearts..so i was looking for girls when suddenly my internet falled down and i sad "damn!" and i give a shoot to my laptop and the internet come back ..and a internet page opened with a profile from a girl ..so i looked at her pictures..first time i said "neeeeeaaa too ordinary " so i started searching again ..then next day i wake up and the first tought on my head was that girl and i said" damn! why i can't forget her ? " so i go to my laptop to search again and find that girl again ..so i looked again and i said -she is really cute .. later that girl was asking me -what's up ?=) and i was like -wow ...i don't know why i said that but..a strange feeling was inside of me ..i guess it was that thing called "love" so for the first time i had real feelings in me .. she was so ordinary but so different  ..i mean her heart was different..

so we started talking butfor the first time i was shy ..anyway..so we start talking about little things ..

i find out that she is far away from me ..like 500 km or 600 from me  ..but my feelings were real and i don't care that..because she was far away from me i ask her if she wants to give me her phone number to talk ..and she said -yes ..(i was so happy for the first time ! ) 

so..i was sitting in the dark thinking about her..she had my heart at the first "hello " she have something special i don't know hot to explain that ..and i whisper her name in the dark and in that moment my phone was ringing and it was a message from her and i was like "wow.." and i answer her ..she asked me what i'm doing ..then she said that she is with a friend at her house and talking and then she said -come with us=) and i said - too far  .. she said -so sad.. and i said - maybe.. and she said - NOT maybe.IT IS! =) ..i will never forget that message . in that night i fall asleep with a big smile on my face.

the next day i was all the time thinking about her ..i don't know why..strange feelings came to my heart and  ..i remember when i was searching for girls just to break some hearts and now i join this game called "falling in love" how is possible?! so ..my desire was her .. so i decided to be friends ..

next day i was sitting again in my room waiting for the night to talk with her and my phone was ringing and it was her<3! ..and we start talking .. everything was perfect ..

in a night i was sad..and i decided to stay just in my room doing nothing .. and my girlfriend was sad too because all the time when she called me and she said -how are you love? <3 i said - i'm talking with her<3. and she was like - ok .. i know that hurts but i can't stop some feelings..first feelings .. 

anyway i said i was sad and i want to stay in my room and then my phone was ringing again and the girl said -what happend to you ? and i was like -wow ! where she find out that i'm not ok ? i mean how? .

(do you believe in heart conection ? ) 

and i started to tell her my problems and she was listening ..then she said - ow. i'm so sorry ..for the first time i can feel the pain .. and i started to cry and i don't cry so much ..but don't be sad ..YOU HAVE ME . and when she said that i stated to feel again fine .. 

then few days later i was sitting in my room and chating with her and my girlfriend was a little gelous because i was sitting in my room all the time and talking with that girl ..but in that moment  it was just me and that girl..i forget that i have a girl friend .. so i was chating with her all the time and for me was just her and when i go out .. i was talking about her all the time ..nobody can stop my feeling haha ! 

cute things happend in those days like .. i was out with my family and happend funny things and i tell her and she said - if i'm gonna be a part of your family  i'm gonna smile all the time =)

or ..sometimes i go to summer school where i draw things..and my teacher "what's new in my world" so i started to tell him that i found this girl and i like her so much ...and we used to talk about this girl all the time ..

everything was perfect.. and my girlfriend was searching for me because she miss me .. and few days later i go out with her and i was thinking about me and my girlfriend but something stopped me ..that girl .. 

and i my girlfriend asked me -what happend to us?  and i started to talk to her and tell everything that i found another girl and i really like her and she said - you want to loooseee meee for another girl ? she is miiilleeess away from you and you want to break up ? and i said yes..so i break her heart and i go to this girl and still talking with her..in a night that girl i find out that the girl go out in the mall and so many boys want her and i was a little gelous...ok ok ..i was SO gelous.. so i stop my internet and go to bed because i started to feel the "pain " (for the first time) ...and she text me like -why you sign out? and i told her -because... i don't know i don't feel so good  - ah . ok . i want to talk to you =) ..and i said - why you don't talk with that boy who want's you ..? and she said - i don't care about him =) . and i started to feel good again ..then she said she goes to sleep and i said -night. dreams whit that boy ... and she said -with you .=)  .. 

i was so happy ! so so so so happy ..but i started to want her more and more and more! and want to see her i don't care the distance ! i want to see her ! so i was out with my bike and i was in the skatepark and i saw a car there and that car was from her town so i go with my bike and i was shooting his car with things (with my bike too!)  so i go in her town ..but i was too shy too tell her that i'm there..damn! if i can change the time i will fix that! and i go home..sad because i didn't see her..

so the time was running it was august and was cool there too ..but it came september and ..i was a little afraid because it starts school ..and it was something new ..for us...

and yeah..we started to talk ..i mean we stopped to talk ..and i was really sad ..because i started to miss those beautiful days.. and it come her b.day and i started to send her flowers and cute things to show her how much i like her..but i never had the courage to tell that .. and i was the first who said " happy b.day " and she said -haha when i'm gonna tell my friends they gonna be gelous =) . i can say that i can fall in love with this girl over and over again and never forget these times.. was little times but these times meant everything to me .. so ..it was december..when it was x.mass and i started to chat with her ..and later she said - i'm gonna go now i'm a little tired.. talk later . and i said..-ok night..sweet dreams..dreams with someone you love.. and she said - yeah ! with my boyfriend =).and i was like " huh?! " and for the first time someone broke my heart..and for the first time i started to cry ..yeah i cry for a girl and she is far away for me and i didn't see her but i was still in love with her ..so ..i started to want her more..

then i started to sing songs ..and i remember how i used to go to guitar lessons and piano and drumbs and voice lessons just to go in her town and sing for her and something like that..i want to be different and to show her how much i love her .. so i give up because she was in love with somebody ..and i was really sad ..and i go back to my girlfriend and said "i'm sorry .." and she was still in love with me and she accepted my apologize..so we start to go out again ..but i was still in love with that girl .. but anyway ..doesn't matters..

i don't know why ..but when i look to her photos or when i'm talking to her..my tears are falling down ..i think is a part of love.. but i accepted because i really like her.. 

and i was in love with this girl 1 year.. and it comes summer again and my family want to make a present..to buy a piano ..my other piano is broken  and when it was christmas my family told me they will buy a new one in summer ..so i had to choose between a new piano orr to go to see the girl ? 

so i choose ..the girl .. i was so happy to go there and see her for the first time..

in the end i was there ! and i called her and tell that i'm there ..she said to go out on friday and i said YES! 

i meet her in a friday ..and we go out in  a day ..friday (strangee! ) and i was really shy ...i was a little tired because it was a new atmosphere and i don't really know..just ..i was tired ..and she was running and she jumped on my hair xD.. 

i stay out with her and her friend ..2 hours..it was nice..in the end when i supposed to go home in my town her friend said-let's go home now.. and she said -no!!! i want to hug him. and i go home with a big smile and never forget that ..yeah it was just a hug but i don't care..it was something..i mean ..the little things are the big things..but when the train start to move to my town ..i was really sad ..

but i'm still happy because i see her and i know now what i can do for someone .. 

and the end? i think it's not "the end" here..there will never be ..we still talking but not like in the first day or weeks when we first meet..it hurts..but i still have her ..

i still have her ..and i still love her ..and if she will say someday -i love you . i'm gonna be so happy"

so ..this was a story from a boy when in the past was..the "awesome guy" and he liked to broke hearts..and now he is emotional..and are so many girls over him but he want just a one girl 

so if you're waiting for someone for a long time..you truly love her/him ..and if you really love her/him show it!

and never give up..on her/him ..maybe someday will be yours . if you show you're feelings you never know what's inside of someone ...maybe will be yours

just believe
ps: this story is real.

can't find

Some people are easy to get over; they only take a week or two. But sooner or later, you’ll find the one, the one who has changed so much of your life, and no matter how hard you try, you can’t find the words to say goodbye.

someone special

It's hard when you miss people. But you know, if you miss someone, that means you’re lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing.

dreams

Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, and so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch, but never close enough to hold and it’s enough to break your heart.

i guess..

Because when you keep giving away pieces of your heart to people who would throw them aside, how much would you have left? At the end of the day, would you be left to pick up the pieces all by yourself?

for?

And so I’ve been wondering; who’s your heart beating for?

i will stay

People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. Staying, even when you know it will break your heart is the toughest. Staying right where you are, waiting for your heart to be ripped apart is much harder than walking away and starting a new.

So i decided ..i will stay even will break my heart in a millon pieces 

damn it

Because let’s face it- no matter how much you tell yourself you’re over someone, your heart knows the truth.

one in a million \;d/

look

Look after my heart, I’ve left it with you.

Breathe Electric \;d/

meant to be

You may not end up where you thought you’d be,
but you always end up where you’re meant to be.

what math can do

Mathematics may not teach us how to inhale oxygen and exhale carbon dioxide, or to love a friend and forgive an enemy. But it gives us every reason to hope that every problem has a solution.

can't you see?!

Can’t you see just how much I want you from the way I push you away?

you've always been

I don’t really think people can change. You know, at the end of the day, you are who you are. And at the end of the day, it’s probably who you’ve always been.

i was..but now..

I was trying not to get too attached so I wouldn’t fall too hard, too fast. But I realized that I fell a long time ago and now I’m loving you with all that I’ve got.

;

I like to pretend that everything’s alright. Because when everybody else thinks you’re fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you’re not.

you.

And I guess you’re proof that when you finally let go of the past, something better comes along.

i like to remember everything

I like to remember everything. As it was. Because moments by themselves aren’t enough; they’re just like photographs. They move a little, they wave, but they aren’t everything. You can look back on a moment and say ‘In that moment I was happy’ or, more often than not, ‘In that moment I was uncomfortable’ or ‘In that moment I was sad’ or ‘In that moment we were all berks’ but you can look back on everything and you think, ‘That was good.’ Because when all the moments come together, when all the songs meet up with one another, you get something whole and complete and wonderful, people you loved and people you hated and a fondness for them you may not be able to recapture but everything you remember about them being somehow more than they really were, because that’s what remembering everything does.

tell me.

Who are you if you lose your favourite person? Can you lose your favourite person without losing yourself?

i miss..

I miss talking to you, knowing that you get and understand me. Everytime I talk to someone else, it just reminds me of how much they don’t.

stuck

I am constantly stuck in this place, in between my future and my past and I’m not sure which one I want more. Most of the time, part of me just wants to throw myself into the future and the other part wants me to hurl myself into my past.

why?

If the heart is the strongest muscle, then why does it break so easily?

thnx

I don't know what it is about you. Maybe it’s the way nothing else matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. Or maybe it could be the way you say the right thing at the right time. But whatever it is, I just want you to know that it means everything to me.

ahhhh

- I never meant to hurt you.

- That doesn't really matter, cause in the end it all hurts the same.

\;d/\;d/

Don’t dwell on the past. Your history can’t be erased, but your future has yet to be written. Make the most of what’s going to happen instead of worrying about what you can’t change. Don’t waste your time being sad, because you’re wasting away moments in which you could be happy.

hm

Sometimes, people play hard to get because they need to know if the other person’s feelings are real..like me .

^^^

There’s more from life when we listen to our hearts.

another special post.

sometimes i fell like ..someday you will be another stranger and forget everything about eatch other

sometimes i fell like... i don't show you how much you mean to me..

sometimes are days when we don't talk

sometimes i miss you

sometimes i don't text you

sometimes i'm not there to help you ..

but i hope this will show you what you really mean to me..

i know this picture is not good but i tought is different ..

hope yo like it. 
ily

shooting stars

 

the second song learned on guitar\;d/

never forget.. 

i'll be

 

the first song i learned on guitar\;d/

(9 years old)

xD

I know I’ve made a lot of mistakes, but I don’t regret making any of them, because if I hadn’t made them I wouldn’t have learnt how to make things right.

new stephen \;d/!

i really do.

Don’t expect someone to read your mind, and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better then lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more then angry words.

so i have to words to say to you ..

i'm sorry.

i know ,i know..

if you want to stop loving me..can i stop you ?

I know I’m not easy to love but could you try anyway?

sorry

See,when you’re mad, you don’t miss people. So if you stay mad, it’s like you never knew them at all. That way you don’t feel sucky about them leaving you.

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Of course I can live without you. But what kind of life is that?

heart matters

-What should i do?

- Follow your heart.

- What do you think my heart says?

- I don't know... I'm not your heart.

-Well, you're most of it.

they will be

I believe that two people are connected at the heart. And it doesnt matter what you do, or who you are, or where you live; there are no boundries or barriers. If two people are destined to be together, they will be.

:d

forget!

Forget your troubles, they are all in the past. And the people who hurt you- they were never meant to last.

the way they should

Sometimes, all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obssess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in. Breathe out. Everything works out in the end. And the more you worry about it, the longer it’s going to take for things to end perfectly. Just the way they should.

sometimes..

sometimes we just have to learn to accept that people might stay in our hearts, even if they don’t stay in our lives.

the most difficult thing..

walking away isn’t the hardest. The most difficult thing to do, is telling yourself that you can’t look back.

don't have to. .

But you don’t always have to hold your head higher than your heart.

yeah..

Even if I said I didn’t care a million times over again, you’d know I still do.

longer

If I kept you too close, it was because I wanted to keep you longer.

the only way

the only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.

^^

like dexter without his lab,
Like spongebob without his pants,
Like shaggy without scooby-doo,
I am nothing without you.

in your life

in your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.

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i remember when i heard :

waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought - totally useless and disappointing.

you

Only the one that hurts you, can make you feel better. Only the one who inflicts the pain, can take it away.

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I think the saddest part is that we always seem to give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return.

give your heart what it deserves.

if you’re always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, you’ll always find them. But I guess at somyou’re always looking for reasons not to be with somebody, you’ll always find them. But I guess at some point, you should let go and give your heart what it deserves.

every breath hurts..

Being broken hearted is like having broken ribs. On the outside, it looks like nothing is wrong. But every breath hurts.

:]

You should never say, “I love you,” unless you really mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.

boom!

  for ants;3

had it.

you've had my heart since hello. Nothing will ever change that - not distance, not time, not space. Nothing will ever take my heart away from you.

right?

I think everyone has a certain part of their life when they truly wish they could freeze time, whether it was three years ago, today, or whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop, the world would stop turning and people would stop changing, because to them, everything was perfect at that very moment.

accept

Sometimes we just have to accept that some people are going to stay in our hearts forever, even if we aren’t in theirs.

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I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for making you a huge part of my life, wasting my time on you, depending on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, changing for you, and most of all, I’m mad at myself for not hating you when I know that I should.

and if..

And even if we never talk again, please remember that I’m forever changed by who you are, and what you mean to me.

afraid

Everyone’s afraid of something, that’s how you know you care about things - when you’re afraid you’ll lose them.

ah.

And I think maybe the worst feeling is being forgotten by the one person you could never forget.

much easier

Sometimes it’s easier to say you don’t care instead of trying to explain every reason you do.

my wish for you

This is my wish for you:

Comfort on difficult days,
Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Sunsets to warm your heart,
Hugs on bad days,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Faith so that you can believe,
Confidence when you doubt,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to accept the truth,
And finally, love to complete your life.

:)

or..

Always remember that anyone who can touch you can hurt or heal you. And anyone who can reach you can love or leave you.

let's just be honest.

Let’s just be honest. I’m not leaving for some new perspective, or to get a new start. I’m leaving because I can’t look at you anymore without my heart breaking.

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It’s not about that guy who you see everyday that stops you in your tracks, or the stupid fights you have with your best friends. Iabout you. You shouldn’t have to worry about what people think of you or if that certain someone is happy with your appearance. Just as long as you’re happy with yourself. That’s all that matters. If someone doesn’t like that then they’re not worth it. No one is worth your tears and if they make you cry then they shouldn’t be in your life. If someone doesn’t like you then you shouldn’t have to waste your time trying to make them happy with you. If a guy you’re “in love” with doesn’t care then they don’t matter because they don’t have to be in your life. Everything and everyone is beautiful in their own way and if someone doesn’t appreciate you then all you have to do is say “no one is perfect” and walk away.

:)

Everyday is amazing. Even if it’s awful. Because everything is for a reason. Because I know that this horrible thing that happens today will bring me something amazing tomorrow.

never regret

our best decisions, the ones that we never regret, come from listening to our hearts.

hm?!

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People are gonna disappoint you. I get that… I kind of expect that. But I don’t know. What if you wake up one day and realize that you’re the disappointment?

missing someone

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

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Sometimes, we become attached to what’s familiar, and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe and predictable, even if they are bad for us.

i guess..

i guess everyone has their reasons for keeping people away; an instinct to protect yourself from getting hurt. It’s part of human nature.

kinda..

it's kinda fucked up isn’t it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.

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mistakes

Mistakes.. We all make them. They usually start with the best of intentions. Like keeping a secret to protect someone.. or getting some distance from the person you’ve become. Sometimes we don’t even know what mistakes we’ve made to get us where we are.. or we figure it out just in time to make it right again. But every mistake happens for a reason - to teach you a lesson you would otherwise never learn. And hopefully you’ll never make that mistake again.

move on

say goodbye but never say hello again;
Forget but never regret;
Pick the pieces up but never fix them;
Feel the pain but never keep it;
Then, you move on.

try

try to follow your heart, and you’ll lose your mind. Try to use your mind, and you’ll break your heart.

sarcasm

Sarcasm helps to keep you from telling people what you really think of them.

something for someone

the best feeling in the world is knowing that you actually mean something to someone.

inside a whole story

Most of the time, we can’t tell what’s wrong with somebody by just looking at them. After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside, while their insides tell a whole other story.

the heart

the heart is an amazing organ. The heart makes sure that the body receives what it needs. But the most important thing about the heart is that it is an involuntary muscle. You can’t control who you love. You can’t control when you lose your heart. The only thing you can do is trust; trust that the person who has your heart realizes its value.

happiness

happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true, or in a promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy… because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

 

The Calling - Wherever You Will Go
If I could, then I would
I’ll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I’ll go wherever you will go
I love this song to bits :) Enjoy!

nothing mean something

we spend most of our time talking about nothing. But I just want to let you know that all of these nothings mean much more to me than so many somethings.

hug the bear

favorite color

he - “What’s your favorite color?”
She - “Beautiful.”
He- “What color is that?”
She - “Stand in front of a mirror, and look at your eyes.

more "hello "

Why can’t we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn’t work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say goodbye. I hate goodbyes. I know what I need. I need more" hello"

you don't believe?

you don't believe ..in happiness?

you don't believe...that tomorrow will be a better day ? 

you don't believe...you can smile everyday ? 

you don't believe ..in your dreams ? 

you don't believe..that everything is possible ?

you don't believe..in love?

              then 

         Believe in me

isn't easy

for the past hour I’ve been sitting here. Typing, backspacing, writing, erasing, editing, revising. And I just want you to know; pouring your heart out isn’t easy.

everyone says..

everyone says that love hurts, but that’s not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

she can't

Logic cannot convince the heart.

never alone

Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: -What! You too? I thought I was the only one.

-you will never be alone

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know that quote? The one that says forget about the people in your past and that there is a reason that they didnt make it to your future? Yeah, well, what happens if in the future they do come back?

that part

the hardest part is waking up in the morning and remembering what you had been trying so hard to forget last night.

you know what..

You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough, and regardless of what you do to try and capture the heart again, it doesn’t seem to work. You’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough, and a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.

never let go of hope.

Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself… “How did I get through all of that?

Here Is Gone

and later..

A good story should make you laugh, and a moment later break your heart.

like it's..

when you love someone, you say their name different. Like it’s safe inside your mouth.

:)

Just cause you’re leaving, doesn’t mean I’m letting you go.

everytime.

no matter where you are, no matter where your life may take you, and no matter who you’re with, you’ll always have a piece of my heart.

the difference ..

the difference between school and life? In school, you’re taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you’re given a test that teaches you a lesson.

^^

feelings.

Feelings don’t fade easily because we keep feeding them with memories. That’s why it’s so hard to move on.