miercuri, 29 iunie 2011

had it.

you've had my heart since hello. Nothing will ever change that - not distance, not time, not space. Nothing will ever take my heart away from you.


I think everyone has a certain part of their life when they truly wish they could freeze time, whether it was three years ago, today, or whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop, the world would stop turning and people would stop changing, because to them, everything was perfect at that very moment.


Sometimes we just have to accept that some people are going to stay in our hearts forever, even if we aren’t in theirs.


I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for making you a huge part of my life, wasting my time on you, depending on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, changing for you, and most of all, I’m mad at myself for not hating you when I know that I should.

and if..

And even if we never talk again, please remember that I’m forever changed by who you are, and what you mean to me.


Everyone’s afraid of something, that’s how you know you care about things - when you’re afraid you’ll lose them.


And I think maybe the worst feeling is being forgotten by the one person you could never forget.

much easier

Sometimes it’s easier to say you don’t care instead of trying to explain every reason you do.

my wish for you

This is my wish for you:
Comfort on difficult days,
Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Sunsets to warm your heart,
Hugs on bad days,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Faith so that you can believe,
Confidence when you doubt,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to accept the truth,
And finally, love to complete your life.


Always remember that anyone who can touch you can hurt or heal you. And anyone who can reach you can love or leave you.

let's just be honest.

Let’s just be honest. I’m not leaving for some new perspective, or to get a new start. I’m leaving because I can’t look at you anymore without my heart breaking.


It’s not about that guy who you see everyday that stops you in your tracks, or the stupid fights you have with your best friends. Iabout you. You shouldn’t have to worry about what people think of you or if that certain someone is happy with your appearance. Just as long as you’re happy with yourself. That’s all that matters. If someone doesn’t like that then they’re not worth it. No one is worth your tears and if they make you cry then they shouldn’t be in your life. If someone doesn’t like you then you shouldn’t have to waste your time trying to make them happy with you. If a guy you’re “in love” with doesn’t care then they don’t matter because they don’t have to be in your life. Everything and everyone is beautiful in their own way and if someone doesn’t appreciate you then all you have to do is say “no one is perfect” and walk away.


Everyday is amazing. Even if it’s awful. Because everything is for a reason. Because I know that this horrible thing that happens today will bring me something amazing tomorrow.

marți, 28 iunie 2011

never regret

our best decisions, the ones that we never regret, come from listening to our hearts.



People are gonna disappoint you. I get that… I kind of expect that. But I don’t know. What if you wake up one day and realize that you’re the disappointment?

missing someone

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.



Sometimes, we become attached to what’s familiar, and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe and predictable, even if they are bad for us.

i guess..

i guess everyone has their reasons for keeping people away; an instinct to protect yourself from getting hurt. It’s part of human nature.


it's kinda fucked up isn’t it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.


sâmbătă, 25 iunie 2011


Mistakes.. We all make them. They usually start with the best of intentions. Like keeping a secret to protect someone.. or getting some distance from the person you’ve become. Sometimes we don’t even know what mistakes we’ve made to get us where we are.. or we figure it out just in time to make it right again. But every mistake happens for a reason - to teach you a lesson you would otherwise never learn. And hopefully you’ll never make that mistake again.

move on

say goodbye but never say hello again;
Forget but never regret;
Pick the pieces up but never fix them;
Feel the pain but never keep it;
Then, you move on.

vineri, 24 iunie 2011


try to follow your heart, and you’ll lose your mind. Try to use your mind, and you’ll break your heart.


Sarcasm helps to keep you from telling people what you really think of them.

something for someone

the best feeling in the world is knowing that you actually mean something to someone.

inside a whole story

Most of the time, we can’t tell what’s wrong with somebody by just looking at them. After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside, while their insides tell a whole other story.

the heart

the heart is an amazing organ. The heart makes sure that the body receives what it needs. But the most important thing about the heart is that it is an involuntary muscle. You can’t control who you love. You can’t control when you lose your heart. The only thing you can do is trust; trust that the person who has your heart realizes its value.


happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true, or in a promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy… because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

The Calling - Wherever You Will Go
If I could, then I would
I’ll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I’ll go wherever you will go

I love this song to bits :) Enjoy!

nothing mean something

we spend most of our time talking about nothing. But I just want to let you know that all of these nothings mean much more to me than so many somethings.

hug the bear

favorite color

he - “What’s your favorite color?”
She - “Beautiful.”
He- “What color is that?”
She - “Stand in front of a mirror, and look at your eyes.

more "hello "

Why can’t we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn’t work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say goodbye. I hate goodbyes. I know what I need. I need more" hello"

you don't believe?

you don't believe ..in happiness?
you don't believe...that tomorrow will be a better day ? 
you don't believe...you can smile everyday ? 
you don't believe ..in your dreams ? 
you don't believe..that everything is possible ?
you don't believe..in love?
         Believe in me

isn't easy

for the past hour I’ve been sitting here. Typing, backspacing, writing, erasing, editing, revising. And I just want you to know; pouring your heart out isn’t easy.

everyone says..

everyone says that love hurts, but that’s not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

duminică, 19 iunie 2011

never alone

Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: -What! You too? I thought I was the only one.
-you will never be alone


know that quote? The one that says forget about the people in your past and that there is a reason that they didnt make it to your future? Yeah, well, what happens if in the future they do come back?

that part

the hardest part is waking up in the morning and remembering what you had been trying so hard to forget last night.

you know what..

You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough, and regardless of what you do to try and capture the heart again, it doesn’t seem to work. You’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough, and a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.

never let go of hope.

Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself… “How did I get through all of that?

Here Is Gone

and later..

A good story should make you laugh, and a moment later break your heart.

like it's..

when you love someone, you say their name different. Like it’s safe inside your mouth.


Just cause you’re leaving, doesn’t mean I’m letting you go.

joi, 16 iunie 2011


no matter where you are, no matter where your life may take you, and no matter who you’re with, you’ll always have a piece of my heart.

the difference ..

the difference between school and life? In school, you’re taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you’re given a test that teaches you a lesson.



Feelings don’t fade easily because we keep feeding them with memories. That’s why it’s so hard to move on.



When you’re dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.
-john mayer

would you lisen ?

so much to say, but where do I start? Would you listen if I spoke from the heart?


When someone hurts you, you want to hurt them back, but then I look at you, and I want the hurting to stop.


Now I tell you openly; you have my heart… so don’t hurt me.

in this moment.

in this moment there are six billion, five hundred and two million, eight hundred and sixty seven thousand, one hundred and twenty people in the world, give or take a few and sometimes all you need is one. For better or for worse


it is impossible for me to remember a time when you were not a part of me.

I am ..

I am nothing special; of this I am sure. I am a common man, with common thoughts, and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.

and sometimes..

And sometimes, we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons and still love them even after all the hurt because well, sometimes and most times, we can’t pick who we love. And even though we know we shouldn’t love them, we do, and always will, because there are just a small number of people in this world who will get us for reasons we can’t explain… even when they shouldn’t and even when time has elapsed since we’ve last talked.

at least..

We try to live responsible, logical lives, but we can’t tell our hearts how to feel. Sometimes our hearts lead us to places we never thought we wanted to go, and sometimes our hearts can be the sweetest, gentlest things we have. Sometimes our hearts can make us feel miserable, angry, excited, and confused all at once. But at least my heart is open.

someone you like

There is nothing sadder in this life than to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you. To watch the distance between your two bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space and silence.

now and then

Things happen in life that you can’t stop, but that doesn’t mean you should shut out the world.

miercuri, 15 iunie 2011

did you ever..

did you ever meet someone who just saw you, really saw you, but somehow saw only the best?

stay with me

one in a million


if you're what i'm dreaming of
never wake me up . 
don't fade away 
all that i see is your face(..) 

do you know..

Do you know how it feels to wake up in the morning and under your covers, you feel so warm and comfortable? Like everything is so perfect and nothing is wrong. Time is still and calm. Everything is going your way and you love this feeling, right? Well, that’s how you make me feel.

your name.

There’s a secret word to which the doors of my heart are always open. It’s your name.

worst lies.

the worst kinds of lies are the lies we tell ourselves just before we go to sleep. The lies that say ‘I’m happy’, or ‘He’s happy’, or ‘This will all be over’, or ‘I can change’, or ‘He’ll change his mind’, or ‘I don’t need her’, or ‘I don’t need him’.

i wish i could..

I wish I could be hard and cynical. That I could take things slowly and not give too much of myself, because I’d be so frightened of getting hurt that there wouldn’t be any other way. But no. Every time I meet someone I dive in headfirst, showering them with love and attention, and hoping that this time they’re going to be different.


if one day you realize that I haven’t talked to you in a while, just remember you were the one who pushed me away.

we all have. .

In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.

my secret.

Light hits the eyes the universe gave me. Time throws slow punches but they hurt all the same. You are a secret I can never give up.

i want to be the last one you love.

i want to be the last one you love \;d/

click click click

she deserve ♥ i feel much better when i'm talking with her


memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.


  just ..remember how you’ve made me laugh and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are and how you’ve touched my heart in a way that no one else could.


you can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.


i'm here not because I am supposed to be here, or because I’m trapped here, but because I’d rather be with you than anywhere else in the world.


can't control

you can’t control when you lose your heart. The only thing you can do is trust - trust that the person who has your heart realizes it's value.


Most days I’m stuck somewhere between not caring at all, and caring too much.

never over.

when you love someone, it's never over. You move on because you have to, but you take them with you in your heart.


If two people are meant for each other, it doesn’t mean they have to be together right now.

marți, 14 iunie 2011


It’s just that…I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It’s the universe’s way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It’s how life is.


you could be the best for me 
when i'm the worst for you..

you can ..

you can break my heart ..but don't play with my feelings.

duminică, 12 iunie 2011

never forget

10 july 2009
17 july 2010
20 june 
27 feb
2 january
21 mars
21 january 
17 dec

two of you

if you knew

find yourself

that’s just me thinking of you.

When a new moon shines through your window,
or you hear a sad song on the radio.
And you don’t why,
but you just start to cry.Or you’re driving around on a sunny day,and out of nowhere comes a pouring rain.And a memory hits you right out of the blue,that’s just me thinking of you.

The significance of missing someone.

missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them


sâmbătă, 11 iunie 2011

before you exit.


i will

you'll never have to go through anything alone,ever again ,i will help you

if you smile ,i'm gonna smile too

today i wake up at :-? 11:oo am because a friend of mine call me and asked me if i want to go out with him and i said ok .
well ,i go out with this friend and we were talking and i saw another friend  and she was crying.
when she saw me ,she tryed to smile and hide the  pain and tears  ..but i asked her "what happends ?"
and she started and tell me that :
- last days i was in another town and i saw a friend ,old friend . in the past ..he was ugly and stupid but now ..
i'm in love with him . that boy said he is in love with me too and there comes the happy feeling ..you know ..
now we are together and we are so happy .. i don't care if he is far away from me ..but he comes here to see me and i'm so happy . . but i have this strange feeling in me ,something says " he fall in love with someone else " and i feel so sick ..sick sad and i don't know what to do ...i'm so afraid to lose him ..

then i said  :

- i am so happy for you because you love a person that much .
that feeling.. you're keep talking about it, i think is in your head because you're afraid to lose him.. i guess ..
don't be afraid for his love ,be happy ,just smile,laugh ,feel good, scream ,run ..do everything but don't be sad and don't care about other girls because he choose you and you are the one....i think my opinion is  if you think like "ah , i'm gonna lose him because he is falling in love with sombody else " you will lose him . so .. be happy because he loves you and ..enjoy

i heart this so many times " i think he/she is falling for somebody else " O.O .
i can say is the worst feeling ,when you think about this you're heart is crying ..i mean broken .
NEVER think like that . why you are thinking like this ? if you are still together ?
be happy because you have her/him is the only thing that  matters :)
and if you don't believe in me ..ask her/him and you will know the truth .
so if you have this problem ..remove it xD and -smile
                                                                      -clean your tears
 just . .   
                                                                  be happy .

if you smile ,everything will be fine. it's like a rule "if you smile ,i'm gonna smile too . "

it was friday

remember ? haha xD
love you .

my reason

marți, 7 iunie 2011

best part

One day you make a wrong turn or take a detour, and you end up in some crazy place you can’t even find on the map, doing something you never thought you would do. Maybe you feel a little lost while it’s happening, but later you realize that it was the best part of the trip.

wild hearts can't be broken .

us like stars

Each of us represents a star in heaven. Sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone and sometimes, when we least expect it, we make someone’s dreams come true.

why ?

we keep running after people who least care about us.why don't we just stop ,turn around,and see the ones running behind us ?

duminică, 5 iunie 2011

selina ♥ - i know her like 2 years ..xD she is such a good friend ♥
i remember last summer when i was on the ground and she was the only person who understands me
and the only one who listen ..she was /is my hero xD haha^^
i can imagine selina crying O.o i think i will die ...i can stay all night to listen her and to be there when she needs somebody ..
i don't care if she is far away from me i have her in my heart ♥
when she is talking with me she gives me a strange feeling  because..
i can trust her very easly ,i can tell my stories, i can tell her everything 
and she make me more stronger .
i think she is the reason why i'm smileing today
                      she is so special  

miercuri, 1 iunie 2011


everything will be ok :) .
i promise.

short test

the lucky one

today is a perfect day for a perfect day .

Always something to keep in mind is… don’t allow yourself to have a bad day. save it for when you need it.
Always something to keep in mind is… don’t allow yourself to have a bad day. save it for when you need it.
Of course you’re going to have bad days, we all do. we need this balance in our lives. Especially, after we have these days, we feel better… a little relieved. There are the “stressed school” days, “significant other is pissing you off” days, and of course, “PMSing” days. But the key is… dont let it get to you too much. Kinda like, “choose your battles” but instead, “choose your bad days”.
you know when you’re being overly touchy. so stop it. its very unbecoming.
take a deep breath and know that, just because you stubbed your toe when you got out of bed and there was no toothpaste left for the morning brush, doesn’t mean that the WHOLE day is going to be ruined.
I’m the type of person who always thinks, well, it could be worse, which is usually the last thing people want to hear. My mentality is… I slept in a nice bed, have clothes on back, and ate a good meal today. I lead a very good life... If more people could really start to think this way, life just becomes more enjoyable. It’s also quite infectious. Your good mood gets other people in a good mood. Also, living positively is not living ignorantly. There are “bad things” happening, but deal with them one issue at a time. Don’t overwhelm yourself.
Yes, people have there ups and downs, happy and sad moments, and it’s all healthy. But its only healthy if there is a balance of these emotions. This is something I strive for in my life…
So I stubbed my toe when I got out of bed, I rubbed it. There was no toothpaste for the morning brush, I found mouthwash. Work it out… I’m not going to let these things get to me. And BAM… “Hey, its free coffee day at starbucks!”… The day starts to look up.
Constantly appreciate what you have because tomorrow you might not have it.

because sometimes no matter what I say, you still just don’t get it. and somewhere around me i still feel you there. I realize that every bit of this is in vain, because each time this happens, you offer me nothing but more distance.

for those

for those who have given up on love,
i say , trust life a little bit

do it

i wonder. .

I wonder what crosses your mind when your eyes meet mine.


that kind of pain