marți, 26 aprilie 2011

would you ?

So much to say, but where do I start? Would you listen if I spoke from the heart?

Small Miracles

We think there is always a tomorrow, so why expose our feelings today? Why risk being vulnerable? Why take the chance? Because today, what we love, what we feel, what is real, is what we have. Tomorrow, it may all change.

find ^^

Did you ever meet someone who just saw you, really saw you, but somehow saw only the best?
 I hope you find someone just like that someday :)

goodbye and letting go

There’s a difference between saying goodbye and letting go. Saying good bye is “I’ll see you again when I’m ready to hold your hand, and when you’re ready to hold mine.” Letting go is “I’ll miss your hand. But I realized it’s not mine to hold, and I will never hold it again.”

Love and Other Drugs

Sometimes the things you want the most don’t happen and what you least expect happens. I don’t know - you meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you. And then you meet one person and your life is changed forever.

sâmbătă, 23 aprilie 2011

my heart.

My heart’s a ghost town.

hm .



Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.

i can't

You can’t express every feeling that you have every moment that you have them.

far but close


Feelings never do make sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started.

you can be loved

You can be loved,
even if you are not perfect
even if you don’t know the answer
even if you are horribly confused
even if you can’t make anyone feel better
even if you don’t know how to make yourself well
even if you made a mistake
even if you don’t know how to be
even if you are ashamed
even if you are hopeless
even if you don’t quite fit in
even if you are scared
even if you are lonely
even if you shouldn’t be having such a hard time right now
even if you don’t think so
even if you haven’t found your place yet
even if you aren’t proud of yourself
even if no one has really seen you before
even if you don’t know what to do
even if you try too hard
even if you’re disappointed
even if you don’t really like yourself right now
even if you are beyond good advice
even if you don’t know how to cry
even if you think this post must be meant for someone other than you





We’re like peanut butter and jelly, ice-cream and cones - Thats what I think whenever I think of us - Inseparable.



hha xD

it's hard..

it's hard to wait for something
you know might never happen
but it's even harder to give up 
when you know it's everything you want  



enjoy the little things ..
someday you will look back and you will  realize they were the big things..


when i look on the sky ,
something tells me that you're here with me
and then everything is so alright ♥


more than you ♥

your heart.

You can’t control when you lose your heart. The only thing you can do is trust - trust that the person who has your heart realizes it's value.
so .. who is the lucky person :)  ?

did you know?

Did you know that...are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who will love you forever.

they don't teach ..

I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.

miercuri, 20 aprilie 2011

if we never talk

Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I’m forever changed because of who you are and what you’ve meant to me.


that time.

there comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh hard that you forget the bad and focus
after all, live is to short to be anything but happy

My heart’s desire. What about yours?


you shouldn't miss people who don't miss you ..right ?
but maybe i'm a loser..


thnx :)



but we were all too scared to say the things worth saying ..

late night

Late at night I wonder if the things that remind me of you, remind you of me.

good luck

It’s never too late to go back and fix things that didn’t work out as planned. All of us make mistakes and we hurt the people we love. It is possible to fix it. It won’t be easy of course, but if you care enough about someone, you’ll go around the world and back, just to make things work.

sâmbătă, 16 aprilie 2011

heartbreaking part

The most heartbreaking part of a breakup is that moment when you realize that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappears. Everything after that moment is moving on.

like a hearbeat.

Because right now, all I have are memories which hurt to remember. It’s a painful uphill journey, going through each day wirthout you and knowing you don’t care. There are moments when I think that it’s gonna be a different day, when things may just finally fall into place but those are just moments that fade away rapidly, in a measure of a heartbeat.

do it

We make all sorts of decisions and choices everyday and we end up doing things; some we wish we had never done, some we wish we could relieve over and over again. But all of these make us for who we are. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn’t be who we are now so just live, make mistakes, learn from them and never doubt who you are, where you’ve been and where you’re going.


Happiness comes in many forms — in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.


Problems start when we refuse to let change happen and cling to old habits. If we hold on to the past too tight, the future may never come.

beautiful life

Everyone knows that life can be like a rollercoaster. It can be crazy, it can be difficult. But when you find that person who’s perfect for you, life is beautiful.

don't run !

I think there’s something in your heart you’re running from. You know there’s a girl/boy  you have feelings for. You can be mad at me all you want, you can say your heart’s fine. But until you tell this girl/boy how you feel, your heart’s gonna be flawed.

so hard..

It’s just a horrible feeling to say goodbye to someone you care about that much.

2 sides

Just because we pretend the feelings aren’t there doesn’t make them go away.

all we can do

Everything we do is a choice. Oatmeal or cereal, highways or sidestreets, kiss her or keep her. We make choices and we live with the consequences. if someone gets hurt along the way, we ask for forgiveness. It’s the best anyone can do.

right now

Things aren’t always going to be fair in the real world, that’s just the way it is. But for the most part, you get what you give. With the dreams you chase, the choices you make, and the person you decide to be, the rest of your life begins right now.


All that really matters is that you are happier than you are sad. That makes all the tears and holding on worth it.

"funny "

Funny how promises mean everything but when they are broken, sorry means nothing at all.


Sometimes when you’re young you think nothing can hurt you. It’s like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. Big Plans. To find your perfect match, the one who completes you. But as you get older you realize it’s not always that easy. It’s not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. Because at the end when you’re looking back instead of forward you want to believe you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe you’re leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

moving on

it happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.


I just want you to know that I have been here all along, just waiting. Waiting for you to notice me, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you have been waiting too, waiting for you to say that you feel the same way as I do.

believe in love

I don’t know if people are meant to be together. You have to have a lot in common, choose well and be really fortunate. It’s not like you’re sprinkled with fairy dust. You have to believe that love will be there when you need it.

American Idol 2011 Chris Medina Fiance Has Brain Damage and Sings His Heart Break Even For her

great voice :) ."what kind of guy i would be if i walked up when she needs me the most ?


I think if you like somebody you have to tell them. It might be embarrassing to say it, but you will never regret stepping up. I know from personal experience, however, that you should not keep telling a girl that you like her after she tells you she isn’t into it. You should not keep riding your bike by her house either

cool beatbox O.o


I want to make my own choices… even if that means my heart shatters into a million pieces.

There are people in life who give me comfort. When the going gets tough, as it invariably does, I can count on them for a shoulder to cry on. They will lift me up when I fall, they will hold me in their arms as I cry and tell me, “Everything’s going to be okay.” I am so thankful for those people. They are priceless.


Sometimes you have to follow your heart, even if it leads you to somewhere you’re not supposed to be.

2 questions

I wonder what hurts more - saying something and wishing you didn’t, or saying nothing and wishing you did?

worst feeling

To be forgotten by someone whem you can’t forget, that is one of the worst feelings ever.


You ask me why I don’t talk to you anymore. Please believe me when I say it’s not that I don’t want to. It’s just that everything I want to say are better left unspoken.

don't worry

if you are sad because you want someone to be there with you don't worry will come a day when she or he will be there ^^

yesterday night ..

It suddenly hit me yesterday night and I couldn’t help but cry because I realised I’ve been trying to convince myself all this while that it’s okay, but it’s not. It never was.

the fight

sorry for bad pictures and sorry for my ugly face >.<!
tomorrow part 2 ! but with good pictures \;d/

i think ..

I think relationships can be defined by big moments that don’t happen, or by the little ones that do. But once you get past the drama, it’s actually pretty simple: all you have to do is whatever it takes to make her happy. :)

when love hurts the most..

You hug her goodbye like it’s nothing when all you really want to do is hold on forever. Then you let go, muster a smile and walk away and cry all the way home because you know things will never be the same again. And you know you can’t make somebody love you, and sometimes you have to let them be free, and this letting go, that is when love hurts the most.

the diary

" my boyfriend and I, have been together for over 9 months, we've broken up once in that space of time, for 1 week and 6 days. Throughout that time, everything hurt and nothing mattered, and the only thing I thought made it easier were the tiny glimpses he took, just to look at me. Everyday I cried, and everyday I was sad, we did sort it out, obviously, but last night we had a bad argument, in which he responded to "is this going to end" with an "I don't know". It hurt because, losing him before was the worse feeling I'd ever had. And I'm pretty sure, that throughout everything, including the 3-5 weeks we saw each other, he's the one.

He's the only person who makes everything worth it. Being with him makes me forget all the bad things, and the arguments my family have, and he just makes things good again. But ever since his "i don't know", he's been off with me in texts, and telling me he's only annoyed because I'm worried. But don't I have that right to be? And I explain as to why I was worried; that I didn't want to lose him over something like this, and that he scared me when he said that.

But he continued to be off and blunt and I just feel like, perhaps, he doesn't want to be with me, but just can't say it. My friends, and his friends know he isn't that sort of person, so why am I so set up on that fact? I've tried thinking positive; putting my mind away from it - and he is ringing me tonight, and we're seeing one another on Wednesday - but, it still frightens me to lose him. Because all of my happiness will go. I hadn't been happy in 6 years because of my grandad's death, and he made everything perfect.

He's my brightest star. Please help me. How do I stop being so stupid and worried...  "
a diary from a girl ..
aw..i think it hurts so much >.<
so appreciate what you have today :) and everytime .

be you .

This is life, not heaven. You don’t have to be perfect.

do you know..


do you know that?

vineri, 15 aprilie 2011

if love. .

if love was a song.

this or that?

if you are in love with 2 people,choose the second one because if you are really in love with the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second

you are..

You are the music while the music lasts.


Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.


With machines the feeling is, well, more finite. It doesn’t go any further. With humans it’s different. The feeling is always changing. Like if you love somebody, the love is always shifting or wavering. It’s always questioning or inflating or disappearing or denying or hurting. And the thing is, you can’t do anything about it, you can’t control it.

doesn't matter

it doesn’t matter what people tell you. It doesn’t matter what they might say. Sometimes you have to leave home. Sometimes, running away means you’re headed in the exact right direction.

miercuri, 13 aprilie 2011

cute song :)

Just Do What Your Music Tells You To

remember me. .

If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.


Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose.

i believe

i believe everything happends for a reason .
people change and you learn how to let go .
things go wrong so you can learn to appreciate them when the time is right.
you believe lies so you eventually lean to trust no one but yourself .
sometimes good tings fall apart so better things can fall together

is not

Information is not knowledge.

false face.

False face must hide what the false heart don't know.

to many ..

Too many of us are not living our dreams because we are living our fears.

sorry ..

I’m sorry if I’ve made your life more complicated. I’m sorry for a lot of things. But most of all I’m sorry I never got the chance to tell you that, no matter what happens next, I’ll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with you. Even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say, was, thank you

broken .

It doesn’t matter what I do, or what I choose. I am what’s wrong. There’s nothing I can do about it. If I’m not hurting myself I’m hurting everyone around me and there’s nothing I can do about this. I am… broken.


That’s always seemed so ridiculous to me, that people want to be around someone because they’re pretty. It’s like picking your breakfast cereals based on color instead of taste.

live everything

Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.

marți, 12 aprilie 2011

can't depend.

You can’t depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus

had to learn

I had to learn the hard way that some people walk into our lives and physically walk out, but they never really leave.

it's like..

It’s like there’s this person that you want to be for other people… To make them happy and make them proud of you. And then there’s yourself. Sometimes it’s really hard to tell where one ends and the other begins.


The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

who you are..

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.


Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they’re also what tear you apart.

stop and appreciate

Stop and appreciate what you have today. Look at what you have with wider eyes, maybe with more compassion and more gratitude for the things that you do have and not the things you don’t have.

i decided

I decided long ago,
Never to walk in anyone’s shadows.
If I fail,
If I succeed,
At least I live as I believe.

our lives

Our lives are not as limited as we think they are; the world is a wonderfully weird place; consensual reality is significantly flawed; no institution can be trusted, but love does work; all things are possible; and we all could be happy and fulfilled if we only had the guts to be truly free and the wisdom to shrink our egos and quit taking ourselves so damn seriously.

good sign .

This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something.

just listen..

There is a voice inside of you
That whispers all day long,
“I feel that this is right for me,
I know that this is wrong.”
No teacher, preacher, parent, friend
or wise man can decide
What’s right for you— just listen to
The voice that speaks inside.

used to be..

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can’t break my spirit - it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be


If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.

chance .

Life always gives us a second chance.

i'm here.

I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.
so .. i'm here:)

different season

The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them - words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than the living size then they’re brought out. But it’s more than that, isn’t it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you’ve said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That’s the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a teller but for want of an understanding ear.


I always like walking in the rain, so no one can see me crying.

forgive and forget

Forgive, forget. Bear with the faults of others as you would have them bear with yours. Be patient and understanding. Life is too short to be vengeful or malicious.


She would never be the same. Once you fell in love, completely, totally in love, nothing was ever the same mistake.

unreal and real

The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because it's only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on. If you can change the way people think. The way they see themselves. The way they see the world. You can change the way people live their lives. That’s the only lasting thing you can create.

after you .

I can’t remember life before her name.
because there is no life after you.


There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.

only way .

The only way out of the labyrinth of suffering is to forgive


Somehow the silence seemed to connect us in a way like words never could.

never find..

you will never find someone better ,if you won't let go of the idea that you already let go of the best..


A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality.

the world.

You’re so nice.
You’re not good; you’re not bad; you’re just nice.
I’m not good; I’m not nice; I’m just right.
I’m the witch. You’re the world.

peace ?

We can’t solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used to create them.

My Temperature’s Rising

I can show you colors that never existed.

G. Randolf

Truly great friends are: hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”

don't be jealous

Don’t be jealous of anyone. I guarantee you, if everyone walked into a room, and dumped their problems into the floor, when they saw what everyone else’s problems were, they’d be scrambling to get their own problems back before someone else got to them first.

today ..but tomorrow :)

Today nobody cares, but tomorrow they will.

luni, 11 aprilie 2011

say anything!

Say anything. Because anything you say will make it better.

hmm .

If you are blog-hopping or following me or if you see this, PLEASE answer my question. I’m stuck. What happens if you are a die-hard, hopeless romantic who can’t fall in love.

How do you fall in love?

what happens..?

What happens when he’s your prince charming, but you’re not his cinderella?


Looking back at what I’ve been through, I’d be a complete mess if I didn’t have you.

the save.

You saved me in every way a person could be saved.
and now it's my turn to save you .


Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.


I know you don’t think of me. And you certainly would never picture us together, but probably peanut butter was just peanut butter before someone ever thought of pairing it up with jelly. And there was salt, but it started to taste better when there was pepper. And what’s the point of butter without bread? Anyway, by myself, I’m nothing special. But with you, I think I could be.

love stories .

Not all relationships are meant to last forever, even when you’re in love. Some love stories are short stories, but they are love stories all the same.

sweet love.

Procrastination is not the problem. It is the solution. It is the universe’s way of saying stop, slow down, you move too fast. Listen to the music. Whoa whoa, listen to the music. Because music makes the people come together, it makes the bourgeois and the rebel. So come on people now, smile on your brother, everybody try to love one another. Because what the world needs now is love, sweet love. And I know that love is a battlefield, but boogie on reggae woman because you’re gonna make it after all. So celebrate good times, come on. I’ve gotta stop I’ve gotta come to my senses, I’ve been out riding fences for so long… oops I did it again… um… What I’m trying to say is, if you leave tonight and you don’t remember anything else that I’ve said, leave here and remember this: Procrastinate now, don’t put it off.

if:) ..

i wonder ..

i always wonder why
birds choose to stay in
the same place ,when
they can fly all over the earth.
then i ask myself the same question ..

i win! \;d/

so . i love you more \;d/

my head..

those minutes where i am alone ,just me and my pillow . i think . a lot .i think about everything, anything ..
it variates from "what i'm doing with my life ?" to "did i have homework " the room is so silent , but my mind is so loud . it drives me crazy! because the things i would never think about ,i think about .sometimes , i hate it because it brings up things i rather never think about again.   the split second before sleep is the most active second of my life.

don't stop.

-This is impossible .!
-Only if you believe it is .

i know you're secrets :) .

there are 3 kinds of secrets  of yours :)
1. something that you hide at the bottom of you're heart because you don't want it to be mentioned .
2. something that you can't say even if you want to ; and..
3.something that you hope someone ask about even though you're hidding

worse things..

One of the worse things in life is caring about someone and wondering how they’ve been and what they’ve been up to when they’ve stopped thinking about you a long time ago.

sometimes i wish ..

sometimes i wish i knew how to quit you

take one breathe

take one breathe .
then take another .
repeat these simple steps until you feel like you're doing better .

find,find,find :)

the best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your mistakes and weakness and still thinks you're completely amazing :) .

never love. .

Never love anybody who treats you like you’re ordinary.

sâmbătă, 9 aprilie 2011

sponge bob

This is me when I’m BORED.
When I’m HUNGRY.
When you talked to me.
When you DIDN’T talk to me.
When I saw something that HURTS.
When I didn’t get our Math lesson.
When I’m procrastinating.
When you broke my heart.
When you told me something that wasn’t good to hear.
When you lied to me.
When I’m REALLY excited.
When you told me I LOVE YOU.
When someone hurts my best friend.
When I’m with my friends.
When test results will be out tomorrow.
When I’m with you.


haha xD!

another game.

If you can’t convince them, confuse them -Harry S Truman

awsome ,awesome!

always. AWESOME!

that place.

You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you

i will stay

even if i had a million reasons to leave you . i would still look for one to stay .


uuu uu \;d/

revolution ?

question and the answer

question :when is the best time to tell someone that you love him/her?
answer : before someone else does .


i'm tired of being hurt..

tell me i’m worth sticking around for.


Momma always said "don't let your imagination run wild".

joi, 7 aprilie 2011


if someone is pushing you away , that's when the person needs you the most

really? well for me it’s true i push you away because i want/need you .

make circles

Feelings never do make sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started.

it's strange

It’s strange that words are so inadequate. Yet, like the asthmatic struggling for breath, so the lover must struggle for words.


Is a Portuguese and Galician word for a feeling of nostalgic longing for something or someone  that the one was found and witch has been lost. it often carries a fatalistic tone and a repressed  knowledge that the object of longing might  really never return . it was once described as "the love that remains " or" the love that stays " after someone is gone

miercuri, 6 aprilie 2011

exactly ..

Someday,you will look back and know exactly why it had to happen .

i want that someday to come soon..

vineri, 1 aprilie 2011

Hunting Knife

[There’s a sharp knife stabbed into the soft part of my head, where the memories lie. It’s stuck deep down inside. It doesn’t hurt or weigh me down—-it’s just stuck there. And I’m standing off to one side, looking at this like it’s happening to someone else. I want to pull the knife out, but I can’t reach my hands inside my head. It’s the strangest thing. I can stab myself, but I can’t reach the knife to pull it out. And then everything starts to disappear. I start to fade away, too. Only the knife is always there—-to the very end. Like the bone of some prehistoric animal on the beach.] That’s the kind of dream I have,” he said.

don't let.

be soft. don't let the world make you hard. don't  let the pain make you hate. don't let the bitterness steal your sweetness. take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.


i have a habit of reading conversations from a particular person over and over again. but not anymore :)