.

you give me sooo manyyy feelinnngs ..
i can't stop it
or maybe i can
but i don't know how right now.  

"loving her was red.. "

.❤.

❤.

❤

17 years..

"up,down,round and round
i can work your body .."

0:17..

my god' 2x..

my god'..

 Believe in, love and respect yourself - If you don’t accept, respect and love yourself, then you’ll send out vibes that you’re inadequate. However, it you love, believe in and treat yourself well then it’s likely that others will treat you that way, too. 

  

 Persist until you succeed – Although ambition is important, it is not enough. You have to persevere if you’re going to succeed. So when you stumble or fall down just get up and start again. Then keep on going till you finally succeed.

"If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die."
my homework 

You can’t be paralyzed by the fact that it might not work out..

You can’t get out of the inside of your own head. Something keeps you going. Something always does.

:3

here’s what I think happened.
Boom; boom; boom; boom

i didn’t give up :) that’s why i can say “je ne regrette rien”

As time goes on, you’ll understand. What lasts, lasts.what doesn’t, doesn’t. 
Time solves most things. And what time can’t solve, you have to solve yourself.

every one of us is losing something precious to us.

today : 
- you don't have to be sad ! ow .don't cry,  be strong. just be strong. you have to be strong!
 you are..wonderful. 
and you have special eyes.you must be proud.
and your hair is so fluffy.
you just have to move on 
and smile.
 
 

if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more.

the problem with things is that everyone is always comparing everyone with everyone.

if you dare nothing, then.. the day is over

pampam

And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.

When you love someone and they break your heart , don't give up on love , have faith ,restart . Hold on...

-ema.

so old .

It’s hard to say goodbye to the place you’ve lived. It can be as hard as saying goodbye to a person. 

goodbye to a person .. goodbye to a person..

Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy.

P.S: Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it.That doesn’t make you a bad person. It just means your heart’s too big.

some people, as far as their senses are concerned, just feel like home.

hey ..remeber .. ?

the hardest decision in life: walk away or try harder ..or just  wait..

listen and realize

Sometimes, when you’re so sad you don’t know what to do, it helps to be angry.

01.09.2012

But I believe good things happen everyday. I believe good things happen even when bad things happen. And I believe on a happy day like today, we can still feel a little sad. And that’s life, isn’t it?..

If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.

Stay for me. Stay with me. There will never be anyone else. Not in my bed. Not in my life. And not in my heart.

Did you know that the people who are usually the strongest are usually also the most sensitive? Did you know that the people who exhibit the most kindness are usually the first to be mistreated? Did you know that the one who takes care of others all the time is usually the one who needs care the most? Do you know that the three hardest things to say are: I love you, I’m sorry, and Help me? Random acts of kindness mean more than you will ever be able to comprehend.

When you can feel someone else’s pain and joy as if it’s your own, that’s when you know you really love them.

i wish to change..

They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don’t think it’s possible for you to miss me as much as I am missing you right now.

the worst thing about being forced to feel happy is that you don't feel happy at all

if i love you more than you love me, 

I’m as good as dead. Yet I can’t make myself take it back.

I can’t just walk away from you, because everytime you pass by me without smiling, without touching my hand, or at least making eye contact, it feels like I’m dying inside.

no no no no no no no no no no ..

chill .

so thnx . you were there all the time . and used to call me ...and still sometimes

and laugh.cry.listen music .singing.watching.acting.reading. you know.. 

funny or crazy stuff 

few weeks ago you changed a little and you left me

and now you are not here with me ..when i need someone 

or maybe you don't text me 

or maybe i'm not important for you anymore

or i don't know what happend...

and you broke my heart .. 

and maybe you forgot that you are my best friend

but i still care :3

because we had great time together 

and i love you 

thnx for the august! 

It's like we fucking in the stars,fu-fucking in the stars

 Co-Co-Co-Cocaine nebula

 I just wanna make a little som-somethin' you can get ready to,ready to Damn look at you, look at you

other bitch caaalliiinn' 

..never said that life is fair tell em to die-d-die keep it up when it all falls down ..

i fuck em with my VANS ON \m/ and finally!

"doing what you want to do , and like kind of following..you know, your dreams "

find what you love and let it kill you

make everything ok . . http://make-everything-ok.com/

I told you I'd give anything..and I actually gave everything 

-josh golden 

a winner is a winner before they win .

jessie j

yup.

yeah \mm/!

It’s painful but it’s not hard.

Most things break, including hearts.

Some strangers become more important to you when .. you know you're friends love you.

Keep going. Just keep moving forward, even if only an inch. Look back, smile, look forward, and keep on going. You’ll get there.

-Someone who knows the effect that a simple hug can make on a day when I want to give up.
-Someone that constantly reminds me of how much they will be around.

:).

..

remember you matter. they don’t.

:>

:)

\;d/

if you can talk with someone ..about you're feelings  it means..it's yours.

It’s never too late to turn it all around.
Be honest with yourself and others.
& feelings..

This is an important lesson to remember when you’re having a bad day, a bad month, or a shitty year. Things will change: you won’t feel this way forever. And anyway, sometimes the hardest lessons to learn are the ones your soul needs most. I believe you can’t feel real joy unless you’ve felt heartache. You can’t have a sense of victory unless you know what it means to fail. You can’t know what it’s like to feel holy until you know what it’s like to feel really fucking evil. And you can’t be birthed again until you’ve died.

So be grateful for those who have broken your heart.

For :  You, and your own incredible heart.

people say i'm cold ..but the truth is ..i'm not! 

maybe i'm sad.

...I mean, when you’ve got someone who actually cares about you, maybe loves you, you’d have to be a real asshole to throw it away.

Why do you go away? So that you can come back. So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. And the people there see you differently, too. Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving.

so..you're afraid of losing something that you love and you refuse to love everything? .

The only thing more painful than being an active forgetter is to be an inert rememberer.

I'm cute:)

connecting with someone really this complicated, or is it simple and we just make it worse?

look here,not there! There is the past.

John Mayer

“If you want to be truly intimidating, if you want to make an impact, if you want to have a strong connection with others, just be sincere. Sarcasm is not an attitude, and it’s not a personality trait.

“It’s a style of rhetoric meant to be used occasionally to highlight a larger point… Saying you’re a sarcastic person is like saying your favourite cuisine is salt. Sarcasm is easy because you never have to take a stance. And that’s just the problem; It’s so noncommittal.”

Then, one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…you give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore.

Let me tell you a few things about regret…There is no end

Those who walk away from you in the dark should be forgotten in the light.

People always say, “Be humble, be humble, be humble.” When’s the last time somebody told you, “Be great, be amazing, be awesome?” Be awesome. BE AWESOME.

Have I ever told you about the first time I saw you?

…and I thought how easy it is to destroy the past and how difficult to forget it.

I guess that’s what saying good-bye is always like—like jumping off an edge. The worst part is making the choice to do it. Once you’re in the air, there’s nothing you can do but let go.

You looked at me
and I was done
And we’re, we’re just getting started.

It’s a special thing, saying ‘I love you’ to people you love. Because you never know when you’ll lose them, or when they’ll lose you.

Sometimes you just have to reach out and grab what you want, even when they tell you not to. This is something that I’ve struggled with my whole life long.

And the dangerous thing about excuses is that if we recite them enough times, we actually come to believe they are true.

Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them.

Taylor Swift

I have to say that although it broke my heart, I was, and still am, glad I was there.

Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish.

WELCOME BACK!

You are so busy being you that you have no idea how utterly unprecedented you are.

When people are ready to, they change. They never do it before then, and sometimes they die before they get around to it. You can’t make them change if they don’t want to, just like when they do want to, you can’t stop them.

Missing someone is a part of loving them; if you’re never apart, then you’ll never know how strong your love really is.

how do you just stop being terrified of getting left behind and ending up by yourself forever and not meaning anything to the world?

Unfair.

that was the kind of hurt that could only be inflicted by someone you loved, who you thought loved you. It was sort of like being stabbed from the inside out.

there is a reason for hope

we have so much power ..you know where it is ?
in your heart

so today when i was out with my dog i found this old man ..
and he said -i had a dog too !
and i said - where is he ?
and he said - they killed him
ow..

People will show you who they are, but we ignore it because we want them to be who we want them to be.

You may never have proof of your importance but you are more important than you think. There are always those who couldn’t do without you. The rub is that you don’t always know who.

People don’t always get what they deserve in this world.

Getting you out of my mind is like separating the wind from the cloud. I’m so afraid of losing someone I never have.

shit

Survivors look back and see .. messages they missed. They remember the tree that died, the gull that splattered onto the hood of the car. They live by symbols. They read meaning into the barrage of spam on the unused computer, the delete key that stops working the imagined abandonment in the decision to replace it.

julia " so i have this best friend and he is not very smart but he can listen my stories ..my dreams ..when he will die.. i will stop dreaming "

Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They’re lonely. They’re missing somebody. They’re in love with someone they probably shouldn’t be in love with. They have secrets you wouldn’t believe. They wish and they dream and they hope, and they look out the window whenever they’re in the car or on a bus or a train and they watch the people on the streets and wonder what they’ve been through. They wonder if there are people out there like them. They’re like you, and you could tell them everything and they would understand. And right now, they’re sitting here reading these words, and I’m writing this for you so you don’t feel alone anymore.

You love someone, you open yourself up to suffering, that’s the sad truth. Maybe they’ll break your heart, maybe you’ll break their heart and never be able to look at yourself in the same way. Those are the risks.

Some people feel like they don’t deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.why?

What’s hard, is figuring out what you’re willing to give up in order to do the things you really care about.

Maybe there’s something you’re afraid to say, or someone you’re afraid to love, or somewhere you’re afraid to go. It’s gonna hurt. It’s gonna hurt because it matters.you know it right?

"You know, it’s hard work to write a book. I can’t tell you how many times I really get going on an idea, then my quill breaks. Or I spill ink all over my writing tunic. but try it ..is your dream right ?"

-Alexia

ps: be the type of person you want to meet

how to stay inspired : look at beautiful things

i think she is more than just a pretty face

HAVE A HEART!

A kiss may ruin a human life.

~ Oscar Wilde

The good times and the bad times both will pass. It will pass. It will get easier. But the fact that it will get easier does not mean that it doesn’t hurt now. And when people try to minimize your pain they are doing you a disservice. And when you try to minimize your own pain you’re doing yourself a disservice. Don’t do that. The truth is that it hurts because it’s real. It hurts because it mattered. And that’s an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that doesn’t mean that it won’t end, that it won’t get better. Because it will.

Sometimes you’ve just got to close your eyes, hold on tight and believe.

The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen

2 A.M. You know. The person you can call at two a.m. and, no matter what, you can count on them. Even if they’re alseep or it’s cold or you need to be bailed out of jail… they’ll come for you. It’s like the highest level of friendship.

Well done friend! 

i heard you like a girl ..and finally you started to talk with her 

you know her like 2 years ?

and now you're falling in love ? it's a great feeling right? 

and you are sayin' that she makes your day perfect?

well done!

with love

 R .

people these days care about more about the internet ,phones,games blablablaa.. but life is not about this .. you should spend time with more people ..smile ..laugh ..even cry .. because when you cry ..people are there for you to make you feel better and even more ..
 you gonna lose a person tomorrow .. you will play a funny game in you're house? or you will try to do something ? ..but maybe it's over ..too late..or .. ? i don't know what to say .. 
I think life should be about touching the lives of people around us. Making a difference. Accepting people for who they are, going out of our way to help others, and loving with all that we’ve got. Sometimes all it takes is one simple gesture, and we can put a smile on someone’s face and make them feel less alone. That is what we should live for, because when we’re gone from this world, we can’t take anything with us. All that’s left are the people whose lives you touched, and the difference you’ve made while you were here. So make this life count, because you don’t get a second chance.

now at 00:13 my friends are fighting and i'm the doctor i guess.. or something like that.. i can't take it anymore.. i'm sick and tired and i have to listen how one of my friends is now playing a game on playstation 
or when she/he speaks on the phone and someone else is trying to have a conversation or.. she/he have a favourite person . . or she/he is afraid to lose something because is not sure about ...something .. 
do yo forget what "friends" means?! 
we have a heart ...and we let others to see what's inside ..if we care about them (: 
it's hard to let the guard down ..to fight  .. 
but try ! if you care!
why you live on this planet if you don't fight for someone?
if you don't care.. why you make a drama?
because you care! haha! 
i know if i wrote this is nothing .. but i have so many things in my heart..i can't go on .. 

-i'm just sayin' ..you could do better..  
you heard these words before?  
 
ps : realize

so . . 

i think i will say everything here for now on .. 

so i have to start with something righ ?

i go to school too.. and there are...people ? yeah .. 

nice people and bad people .. 

and yesterday i had..a fight with a girl ..

not a real fight with that girl ..but she started to scream ..my ears are hurt now O.O 

but i realized if i keep talking about that thing i will lose her ..

so i let the guard down and i said "i'm sorry " 

and then she said - it's much better when i have you near me .

it's not so bad this fight .. but it hurts that feeling .. 

 

ps : love keep and remember you're friends

get you in the trouble and take all the blame .

what can i do with the money or something else ..  if .. the people i love are not here with me ?

ps : remeber this all the time .

so i said few days ago that i was broken .. and today i realized that : 

you find the best memories when you are broken  .

i don't know why .. but maybe it's because you know you will lose something or...

NA NA NA NA \m/

today i'm feeling good ..few days ago.. i was broken ..
but now i'm stronger ..i guess .. i mean.. i hope so :)
but maybe.. this is the life !
to fall and grow up again!
live this day like is the last!

you're the best gift in my life ! 

best feeling ,best day,best memory , best thing ever
love you so much .

you don't love someone for their looks,or clothes,or fancy cars,but because they sing a song only you can hear
-oscar wilde

Sometimes You wake up.
Sometimes the fall kills you
And sometimes,when you fall ,you fly.

when you expect something,you're  sure to be disappoined .. i learned a long time ago

if everything is hard listen to you're heart.

And everything reminds me of you 3
You love someone else i love someone else too
But it sucks because i had the perfect girl near me
And i let her go because i didn't want to be hurt
Now she's gone and i can't have her back
"You created my future"
-travis m.

Waiting for summer and tell you everything..
Hope you will understand the fight,tears,school,photos,friends,drawings,flowers,smiles,music,cars,money,travel,internet,phone
It's strange..but can't wait to see you're face when i will say things from july -september