joi, 31 martie 2011

i waited

i waited for you yesterday
i waited and missed the last train
i waited to say that i'd fallen in love with your way
i waited for yesterday eventually walked home in the rain
i waited to see you if you felt the same of me
i waited for minds to change
pointing their fingers of blame
it's not my fault your ashamed of how you feel

special post.

 so..look at her :) she is beautiful right ? yeah i know ^^
we start talking it was ok ..when i start talking with her i was a little afraid ..
 to lose her and forget about me and everything ..
 she is the only one who was there when i need somebody and she tryed to help me ..
if you fall ..i will catch you .  
if you cry ..i will clean your tears
if you are happy..i will try to keep your smile on your face .
and talking with her makes my day perfect <3 i. love. you .
zoeee<3 we meet in december =) . i heard so many things about her in my town before  ..i have a friend and he was in love with her ( oo :> ) and he used to tell me things like : zoe is perfect ! but i think she don't need me .. sometimes i feel like someday i will lose her when i'm thinking of tears are falling down ..
but i will try to make her happy and listen all the time if she needs me .
remember when i send you 81 roses ? you  deserve it .
there are days when i don't talk with her and i'm thinking if she is ok but i know she is ok because are so many people around her to protect her .
i will try to be there when you need somebody ..
and i will never forget you  and no one can take your place :) .
ps : i love my little minion ;o3
hope you will never leave ..

mada .
hmm sorry ...last days i was  a jerk with you  and you are so nice with me
thnx for everything ..
when i will see you i will hold you and feel how happy i am because i have a person like you
you really have something special =).
lexx <3 .  we meet few days ago ..i think >.< anyway .
in this photo is lex with a friend talking and hang out .
she know how to make a person feel better ,special
i like talking with her <3 she is so funny
i can listen to her all day ,i know i can trust her .
me +lexx=the awesome people b-) .

ema .
i'm calling her when the night comes to hear her voice and listen to her stories 
i'm going crazy when she is falling and i can't help her  .
sorry for make your days ..horrible
i wasn't there when you was sad i was with others talking ..and let others to know that i care about them more than myself..
i'm sorry for everything ..i know is not enough
but i will promise to be there
and make you smile :) .

anca .
we like to talk on the phone all day \;d/ !
she is a good friend and she means a lot for me <3
she listen to my stories and bad jokes :)) sorry :-"
thnx for all your time spend with me =) and all the message
hope to remember all the things..

alexia & denisa
alexia - she is pretty cool ..i remember when i used to travel and i was so bored ..and she was tired but she called me and talk to feel better \;d/ . sometimes she had  that feeling to "hate " someone :-? she hits me all the time :)) but i like when she is mad :)) 
denisa - i spend so much time with her ..i can tell my secrets  ..EVERYHING . 
we like to make pictures when we go out \;d/ and later laugh 
when i need a hug ..i can go to her and have one <3 . 

ow ;3 look at her face ;3 so cute<3 .
she lives in my favourite town <3 the distance doesn't matter .
i mean when i'm talking with her the distance doesn't exist .
i like her accent :)) and when she sings :-" :)) and everything <3
>;d< .ly<3

diana <3
in 10 july we have 2 years sience we know each other \;d/
when i meet you it was "friday " and last summer when i came in ploiesti it was 10 july and we go out on Friday :)) .
i remember everything ,the conversations ,  message etc .
when i was falling she catch me ,strange right ? yeah i know .. but it's true 
she listen to you even she is tired
she helps you even it's something new
she makes great things because she is a special person
she build things because she is a great artist . 
ps : remember the "A.R" and "A.D "? ;o3 
       i will never forget you .:)  

we drink and eat \;d/ we drink and eat \;d/ we drink we eat \;d/
even we are "drunk" we do thing together \;d/
talking to her everyday you will see a big smile on my face<3

chupaa<33 .
we meet few days ago :-?
i never tought i will ever talk with her :-?  and  i don't know.. i feel so good when i'm talking to her <3
i can stay awake all night and talking with you on the phone ;d
it hurts to know sometimes you are sad and i feel bad too
but i promise make you stronger and stronger .
i will carry your heart in my heart ^^. ily ;3
andrada <3 .
i will never broke your heart .
promise to make you smile all the time when we go out \;d/
and protect you when you need help
thnx for understanding me ..
hope you like the "box " :) deserve it :)

no order ..because  these people make my world :)  .
and make me smile every day <3 
without them i'm a one . 

miercuri, 30 martie 2011

scariest thing..

it's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you . when it hits you , i mean ..really hits you all these thoughts and question rush through your head at once.  a sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.
what if for some reasons things don't work out ? how are you possible going to live without them ?
someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hands. someone you once had no emotion for, now has the power to break your heart ,someone you never used to hang out with ,now owns most of your time. someone you never thought you'd love , now owns your entire heart.
someone once lived  without,you now wish to hold into forever.

the history of love.

Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering.

destiny .

destiny is for losers .
it's just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen .


when i eat..i look something like that :))

Six Degrees of Separation

I read somewhere that everybody on this planet is separated by only six other people. Six degrees of separation between us and everyone else on this planet. The President of the United States, a gondolier in Venice, just fill in the names. I find it extremely comforting that we’re so close. I also find it like Chinese water torture, that we’re so close because you have to find the right six people to make the right connection… I am bound, you are bound, to everyone on this planet by a trail of six people.


When I'm desperate , I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall. Think of it… always.


Let us begin this letter, this prelude to an encounter, formally, as a declaration, in the old-fashioned way: I love you. You do not know me (although you have seen me, smiled at me). I know you (although not so well as I would like. I want to be there when your eyes flutter open in the morning, and you see me, and you smile. Surely this would be paradise enough?). So I do declare myself to you now, with pen set to paper. I declare it again: I love you

2 places.

and i said " the 2 coldest places on earth  are...Antarctica  and your heart.. "

for zoe .

look they are little like you <3.

love them



me and ?

i think i said this yesterday ! :))


ok i will remember to do that  and
 melt her foolish heart.

so cool!


real life mario ;d

gone forever.

When you give someone your whole heart and she doesn’t want it, you cannot take it back. It’s gone forever

memories .

“They asked me if I’m going to miss Harry Potter. I just laughed…I found it a dumb question, I spent ten years of my life with all those people. We studied, learned and grew up together. I lived ten years as Ron and now, it’s like I’m missing a big part of me.”

find and keep

find that person who think's you're impossible to be with ,but stays anyway .

you are?

we lose.

we lose people we love because they are meant to love someone else .it's a simple fact that.. sometimes is hard to accept because we are we are too...i don't know ..but i know that we let go of something that doesn't belong to us anymore..
i hope you want to stay..


I don’t believe in failure, because simply by saying you’ve failed, you’ve admitted you attempted. And anyone who attempts is not a failure. Those who truly fail in my eyes are the ones who never try at all. The ones who sit on the couch and whine and moan and wait for the world to change for them.

just you.

You’re a gift, one I’ll always treasure. You’re a dream I never want to wake up from. You open my eyes to things I’ll never really see. You’re the best thing that will ever happen to me. Be safe. Be smart. Stay you.

bad student :-" .

like me xD last days.


haha :))

sad..but true ..

it's amazing! how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger.. 
you will pass by them without a word.. 
without a single acknowledging look .
this person ,who once knew you so well , who once knew your fears,your dreams,you desires ,your past is now walking right past you .

that happends all the time ,it's sad but it's true :)
so ..what name came in your mind?

real life?

I Always hear :
people change
people leave
people lie
people will hurt you
people will trick you
people hate
people bitch
people fake
people fight
people die
people disappoint

but i never hear :
people are there for you.
people listen .
people laugh .
people smile .
people stand up for you .
people stay .
people help you .
people make you feel good about yourself .
people are  nice. 
people love
people are your friends .

how about :  people are people.they will hurt you ,they will bitch you but then will aslo care about you and love you .  so go out and learn for yourself . you will never understand this world and this people . instead ,you'll become one of them  .. i think that it's the hardest thing ..
but i promise:) . to be there for you  ,to listen to you when you need somebody ,to make you laugh and smile because it looks better on you, i will stand up for you , i never live i will stay , i will help you , i will make you feel perfect because you are . i will be nice , i will be your friend  and the most important thing  i will love you .
it's ok if you want to leave because i will never forget you ^^
i remember all the time people ...who ...leave .

letters to juliet

What’ and ‘if’ are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side by side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life.
What if?


It’s a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain
As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain.

if you let me..

I carry your heart .
I promise to carry it my heart.

 :) .

cute conversation .

in your world.

In your world i have no meaning .

it's ok =)
but In my world, you’re perfect.


it's really scary when you get attached to someone . you spend time with them, you get to know them .you find yourself knowing their favourite colour ,food,movie,song. you discover their flaws and their talents . and as time goes on, you learn more in more absorving every second of detail without even realizing it. the one day you wake up and realize how much this person actually meants to you, and you love them for every strengh and weakness . they make you feel warm and secure,but most of all,they bring you happiness . and to bring to someone happiness in a such a way is a strong and powerful thing. it could break a person completely . some people are saying "those who fall in love are young and dumb." and i say " they show an incredible amount of bravery. it takes courage to trust somebody with your heart. "

let's play.

you wanna play the game ? yes?  ok . let's start.
it's like this :
you play around .
you have fun.
you share your secrets.
you tell stories , i listen .
you cry on each other's shoulders because i want to be your " superhero ".
you hold my hand , you like it , i like it .
you think about forever.
but DON'T  fall in love with me .
Because the first one who does ... lose.

but if it was you,i'm happy to lose.

never realize


my brain.

Left brain: I am the left brain. I am a scientist. A mathematician. I love the familiar. I categorize. I am accurate. Linear. Analytical. Strategic. I am practical. Always in control. A master of words and language. Realistic. I calculate equations and play with numbers. I am order. I am logic. I know exactly who I am.

Right brain: I am the right brain. I am creativity. A free spirit. I am passion. Yearning. Sensuality. I am the sound of roaring laughter. I am taste. The feeling of sand beneath bare feat. I am movement. Vivid colors. I am the urge to paint on an empty canvas. I am boundless imagination. Art. Poetry. I sense. I feel. I am everything I wanted to be.

listen ..

somewhere ...

that gives me hope :) .

luni, 28 martie 2011

the end?

I wondered which was harder, in the end.
The act of telling, or who you told it to.
 Or maybe if, when you finally got it out, the story was really all that mattered.

sâmbătă, 26 martie 2011

sweet love


the runner.

For you a thousand times over.



You mean the world to me but you’ll never know.

Eat pray love.

You should never give yourself a chance to fall apart because,
when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again.
You must practise staying strong instead.


They say nothing lasts forever…
I hope we become nothing…

guess what

i finally let go of you,and guess what?
the world didn't fall apart.

your world never truly falls apart because of somebody. it only falls apart when you think it falls apart. the phrase is: STAY STRONG.:)

do it now.

go do it now, cheer yourself up a little and know that in the end, everything will be okay. life is worth living :)


i will always make you smile :)

yeah ..

People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that’s not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more.



Love yourself,
accept yourself,
forgive yourself
and be good to yourself,
because without you the rest of us are without a source of many wonderful things.
home is where the heart is.


relationships are like glass.Sometimes it's better to leave them broken then try to hurt yourself putting  back together .

& that's why with you i leave everything broken.

cute :)

when I text

when I text you ,that means i miss you .
when i don't text,that just means i'm waiting for you to miss me .

ah ..

I know she did  something to me, that girl just that girl  Every time.
when she steps on my heart. she makes me cry.

new song.

better than boring.

Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius. It is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.

there are days.

There are days when everything seems wrong, when little things hurt you for no good reason. And then there are days, when the world just sings to you, from the minutes you open your eyes to the minute you shut them again at night.

definition .

be strong=not holding back the tears but letting them fall

i've got your back !


And when we end our conversations, are you left with words unspoken too?

i watch you.

your heart.

Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart.

you know?

You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you
yea, we all go through that :)
but i don't care.. i will try again

Imagination .

Logic will get you from A to Z; imagination will get you everywhere.

hm ? ..

And What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I’ll ask for the sea


I did.

I did the most dangerous thing I could when I said I love you, but it was worth it. If I got through my fear for you, you could get through yours for me.
have you smiled at a stranger today?

The truth about forever.

There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.

if you ..

If you leave..
can i come too ?

please, please, please!

miercuri, 23 martie 2011

it's hard..

Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.

haha xD!

Boy: I wanna be a superhero, guess my name.
Girl: Superman? Batman? Ironman?
Boy: *smiles* no, YOURman
i will try this someday !


really ? you have to go ?

dear 2010.

the best thing :)

The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness;
 to an opponent, tolerance;
 to a friend, your heart;
 to your child, a good example;
to a father, deference;
 to your mother, conduct that will make her proud of you;
 to yourself, respect;


Some things are worth getting your heart broken for.

duminică, 20 martie 2011

it was here..

hope to have it back someday ..

Hug me =d

it's true that ..

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

she is gone,and i am old.

We were never lovers, and we never will be, now. I do not regret that, however. I regret the conversations we never had, the time we did not spend together. I regret that I never told her that he made me happy, when I was in his company. 
 now i  regret: things left unsaid. And she is gone, and I am old.
The Sandman: The Wake, Neil Gaiman

:) .

To me, “Fearless” is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. Fearless is falling madly in love again even though you’ve been hurt before. Fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again… even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s fearless to have faith that some day things will change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think it’s fearless to fall for your best friend even though he’s in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s fearless to stop believing them. It’s fearless to say, “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. Letting go is fearless. Then, moving on and being alright. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That’s why I write these songs. Because I think love is fearless
-taylor swift.


sometimes in life..are moments when it's hard to breathe ..
sometimes.. i miss how happy i was with you
sometimes .. i miss when i was little
sometimes have to know when you have to stop hopeing
and sometimes .. you try to forget the past
but  it’s  impossible to forget someone who was once the reason for the smile on your face. You can’t just forget someone like that.

Have you ever..

Have you ever heard of the hour of the wolf? … It’s the time between 3:00 and 4:00 in the morning. You can’t sleep, and all you can see is the troubles and the problems and the ways that your life should’ve gone but didn’t. All you can hear is the sound of your own heart.

So easy ..

It’s just a lot easier to say I don’t love her anymore, than to explain all the reasons why I still do.

miercuri, 16 martie 2011

it hurts..

it hurts to know you'll never remember the things i'll never forget..

Pencil and Eraser.

Pencil and Eraser.
Pencil: You know, I'm really sorry.
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry, 'cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller everytime.
Eraser: That's true, but I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

If you have problems ..forget them =)
and start to smile   again .
when you're sad everything is black &white so
do something and make your life beautiful