my head..

those minutes where i am alone ,just me and my pillow . i think . a lot .i think about everything, anything ..
it variates from "what i'm doing with my life ?" to "did i have homework " the room is so silent , but my mind is so loud . it drives me crazy! because the things i would never think about ,i think about .sometimes , i hate it because it brings up things i rather never think about again.   the split second before sleep is the most active second of my life.