learn and practice.

today when i was at school i was talking with a friend and she asked me about a girl( a year ago i was in love with her)  and 

and i said 

-we don't talk anymore.

-why ? 

-because i'm ..ah .. i couldn't keep her . . 

-oh , i'm sorry 

-it's ok .

and i remmeber ..in the past how i used to talk with her and spend time 

and make crazy things xD listen to our favourite songs ..laughing ,smileing 

it was so good..

 but because i'm a loser .. now she is gone 

i still remember the last day when i was at the basketball class and i was with my crew..

and she came  to my crew and said

                                                     
                                                     -  i just want to say that i'm sorry for everything ,for being me to show who  ..i am ..and when you are with me you are so cute and perfect and when you're friends are around us.. you are somebody else ..and i don't to make a drama  but i'm so tired of everything ..i know you can be better with me but waiting for you it's like ..waiting in the desert to rain ..without a hope and and .. disappointed .

 that hurts a little..but now i'm ok xD  .. i know that girl is better without me and that is the only thing that matters.. right ? :) 

but i think it was a " lesson "with the title :  learn how to keep people close to your heart ♥  or..you gonna lose them someday ..